man, am i a "procrastinater" or what. i STILL havent got my new PCCG file, (ah well, who cares anyway huh? i mean honestly..... TWIGEE?! ) AND i only JUSt handed up my si han. ack. it was due on friday. so well, u can say i am preeeeeeety late, huh? and my jian bao which was due on monday. haha, funny, she didn't even notice. well, even if she did, i don't think it would matter that much anyway. she returns our marked work months after we hand them in. bah. it doesnt matter if i hand my jian bao and si han three weeks later -_-

Had a maths test today, well, part two at least. it was pretty easy, but i made some really really REALLY ridiculously, totally, absolutely , stupidly stupid mistakes. firstly, i FORGOT TO WRITE THE DENOMINATER ( or is it the numerator?oh well, the one under the stroke lah) FOR A FRACTION!!! DAMN. -_- and then, i like totally MISSEd one part of the qs bcos well, i didnt see it. hows that, i mean how can i make such an ass-holish mistake? i mean honestly. missing a question and forgeting my "/2". shucks. man, i suck.

Anyway, it wasnt that bad lah, cos we could use calculators :D . man, what would life be like without calculators huh? i am so totally dependent on it now. :$ bad cheryl....

school wasnt THAT bad today lah, considering it is a thursday, arguably the BORINGEST day of the week with double period history, double math and lit, math and sci. ooh and double chinese. -->( this is the killer) but i was REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY tired today, in school that is, don't ask why. almost dozed off during history which was quite interesting today. and it was the first period, so u can imagine how tired i was. i mean it was barely even eight and i was like forcing my eyelids open.

we went to the science lab for science and we got to use this CD thing for force.(which is better played with the speakers off, the narration is horrible). (Physics isnt THAT bad lah,) MOst of the activities were really quite dumb. like the weird "pressure testing" thing. the ice skating game. that was lame and horribly stupid. but getting away from class and using the computer lab is nice enough for me.

For lit we got to play this interesting little game which the boys totally ruined. man, i was so pissed at them. why do they ALWAYS ALWAYS have to be such blokes huh? FOREVER ruining our little games and pathetic attempts at winning something for once. 1c is doomed with a crowd of guys like that. well, they're nice PEOPLE, but they have ZERO class spirit. after our class acted for teachers day, they didn't even bother to cheer, the ONLY cheered for COLIN, the "guai kia" of the class. ( vick, andy has met his nemesis.) cos he was one of the two guys who went up. ( JH can pass off as a girl) well, ms tan got soooo pissed that she made us go back to class after playing for barely five minutes. sheesh. i mean she SELDOM lets us play, why not enjoy it? SELFISH guys. -_- i hate them sometimes.and they are ALWAYS saboing people. like during oral presentation, they will throw ridiculous questions at a person just to make the speaker lose marks in the "answering questions proficiency" part.

We played capt. ball after school. well, they played, i watched. tho they kept pestering me to join in cos they were rather short of players. i mean if they had enough, they'd wouldnt be asking ME would they? i mean, i'm known to be as stiff as a block on the court and when i catch something, ( ball, that is ) it slips right through my fingers. well, i didn't earn the nick "butter fingers" for nothing. i am a HORRIBLE catcher and i TOTALLY TOTALLY suck at aiming too. i kept throwing the balls way too high. but it was fun. just watching them, trying to score occasionally or catch the balls.

yeah, i tried playing bball too, and well, what can i say, maybe ball games just isnt my cup o' tea. argh. wad am i good at? they say acting, but i know better. i totally stink at THAT too, just well, i stink less at that than at sports.

got 46/50 for my jap. 92%. bah. wasnt the top, i think. : ( argh, so sad. some bleeding careless mistakes. man, i really wish an "anti-carelessness" potion of sorts" can be invented. maybe i wont be having ten marks taken off due to some silly mistakes again. yeah, i checked my maths paper once and found ten marks worth of crappy mistakes which i (fortunately) corrected in time. i got 27.5/30 in the end. :D sheesh, is that luck or what.

i wanna watch POC!!! I WANNA WATCH POC!!!!and i also want to watch SK2 and homerun and turn left turn right and legally blonde two and...and...and OOH! i wanna go london, and alaska and paris and japan and florida and well, USA lah, and UK and i wanna go eat jap food, and try french food and egyptian food (yeah, there IS such a thing) and go back to SHPS and meet vicky and see nayan again and see mira and see naman and....

ok, so its the last day of the holidays. ARGH!!!! *sobs bitterly*. shucks. i dun wanna go back to school. urgh. school stinks. school sucks. bah.

this.holiday.is.too.short.

i didn't wait 3 months for a miserable 9 days. boo hoo. i STILL havent done my jian bao and i probably won't lah. i mean liu lao shi take AGES to mark a worksheet anyway. she wouldnt miss mine...would she? and the other time round i wrote a 900 word piece for jian bao and got only an 8 upon 10. how great is that huh? and then theres that STUPID STUPID STUPID si han. i just HAD to lose it on friday. urgh. sth abt teachers day greetings. sheesh. i think i'm more or less prepared for the chinese test and the history test is 3/4 revised for. hm..the maths test though....thats the tricky one....i think half of what i learnt has already flown away in the dead of the night. urgh. i gotta learn 9 months worth of maths ALL OVER AGAIN. urgh.

serves you right cheryl. *spanks butt*naughty naughty girl. shoulda paid more attention in class. bah. so well, enough of that....right....what exactly did i do this holidays that is probably worth mentioning. hmm....oh yah....the old folks home visit. i PROMISED myself i'd blog abt that. well, i did until the bloody thing got deleted. DOUBLE urgh.

Ooh, anyway, i went to the old folks home thingy which really wasnt a home at all on uh.. tuesday....yeah that was it....yeah, AFTER meeting jess for our el brochure project. oops, i mean AD project. met her at her house which is really nice and all and has a huge swimming pool and all that fancy security thingys which i really havent learnt how to get pass yet. so i SNUCK into her condo when the guards were looking elsewhere. PRETENDING to look confident ( so they'd think i was some resident) then i rushed into the lift lobby when the door was open because i STILL havent learnt how to use the funny phone thing at the door. hey, its not that theif-proof after all, huh?:D

Then we started coming up with weird french names for our french restaurant. really weird ones. so we called vicky because we were getting no where with made up words like farnaque and bontaque. ah they sounded crude anyway. vicky provided some nice words. so um thanks vick. and we settled on Le Restaurant Classique. cool eh?:D and we found out a GREAT DEAL about french. like a restaurant is "male" cos there isnt an "e" at the back and "the" is written as "Le". haha :D. weird. but jap is weird sometimes too lah. 'specially the fact that a tree is considered a non-living thing.

yeah so anyway, we got the name, discussed about the layout for a lil while and then went to have lunch. but before we left, jess discovered that one of her "rootbeer" bottles was leaking. so we were stalled in her house for a while, while we scrubbed furiously at the sticky blotches. it was icky. urgh.

We had lunch in macdonalds cos i didnt want to go to the coffeeshop near our school. i tried the mcwings which is really better than the mc crispy thing. its not bad lah, but i definitely prefer KFC, still. the fries was really really salty, as usual, but ah well. we reacher, fortunately, in school on time, geez, my classmates were all looking weird. they were looking 01% happier than on normal days. must have been the holidays. well, i dont find myself looking that cheery and joyful. man, how do they manage to look so good. even their hairstyles were nicer. like ynex had on this "lara croft" style hair do. really pretty and yc had a scrunchie. well i did too, but it sucked. haha. don't bother much about my hair. and diane, geez, she looked marvellous. *shes still trying to perfect her splits ... ;)* like, like she was in LOVE or something. haha. wadever.

The visit was rather nice and all but it was pretty badly organised and we all ended up circling a crammed up area with a plate of munchies at least twice, trying to offer it to some kind old soul who'd take it. well no one did. bah. we were promised a chance to interact and "serve" some old folk but it didnt turn out right and the old folks just mingled with each other while us, the pupils, just played with ourselves. i was waltzing with diane. -_- how lame can we get? honestly.... then i saw KENG HOE happily talking to an old man. well, he was half-listening and the guy was happily babbling away, actually. then later on, we helped pack up and i realised that they gave out a sticker numbered 44 to someone. how dumb can they get. urgh. c'mon, theyre old folks and i mean old folks are generally superstitious right? how the hell can they be so insensitive. geez.

so anyway, i had a great tuesday, the rest of the week just flew by. *is cliched, i know* and NAYAN (my cousin...(he's half indian half chinese)..) visited!!!whee!!! he is SOOOOOOO extremely absolutely totally cute!!!:D and he can SING!!!! and he can DANCE and he is really naughty too. :P but hes only an innocent lil baby...isnt he? aww....hes just so great :D. man, i love him. i am totally totally in lvoe with him:D hes really smart too i mean he just rattles off and he talks and talks and talks in COMPLETE SENTENCES. oh, hes not even 3 years old, by the way. Mooncake festival passed without much celebrations or whatever....we hardly acknowledged its arrival....'cept there were three HUGE pomelos on the altar (oh, my parents are taoists) but that was it, nope, no lanterns, no candles. there WERE mooncakes but i didnt eat any. i am not really interested in mooncakes.

so um....thats basically how i spent my holiday. and oh, of course, i created this blog.

sayonara. bon revoir (?) ( is this how u spell goodbye in french?) zai jian. bye bye. umm....what else ah? hmm.....

argh. i am sooo depressed. homework homework homework. i wait for eternity for a bleeding one week holiday and they wreck whatever precious "school free" time we have with piles and piles of friggin homework. GEEZ. and on TOP of that. there are three idiotic tests waiting for us when we get back.....ooh, make tt four. PLUS exams PLUS our project deadline. GOD! its friday now and i have two days left to complete my revision for about 5 chapters for chinese, 11 chapters for maths and 3 chapters for history. hows that. oh, and i havent actually completed my jian bao and my maths homework. bah. i am dead. someone, save me...

Ooh, but i just finished HP5...yeah, i know, i am SLOW. but heck ok? i was busy. *my overused excuse* its sooooooo sad. soooo depressing. oh well, for the benefit of the even slower, i won't reveal too much of the plot. Ahh, but i can tell u one thing, HP5 is definitely darker than the other books. Went to the hospital yesterday, ah....blood test results were fine...but theres reason to believe my condition may deteriorate *i dunno how to spell it* shucks.

Oh but really,the main cause of my deeply troubled state is not the sad ending, not the fact that i have no more HP books to read, not the fact that my homework mountain has not shrunk but well...my friends. my dear dear friends. haha.how ironic, they're the ones troubling me. Like xr and yx, their quarrel has really depressed me. hey girls, wheres the eds spirit?! and honestly, you guys should make up, its seems like this "fight" has been going on for yeeeeaaaaaaarrrrs..... i mean i really dun like to see two REALLY GOOD friends of mine fighting, its not nice. its not worth it. and i don't want things to turn ugly. i mean hey, you guys keep hitting at each other!

Oh and vicky, you know what you said sometime ago that it is inevitable that we get further and further apart from each other? well, it really pains me to think about the end of this friendship....well, its more than friendship, actually. i mean....hey, you're about the closest, bestest friend i've got, probably the only one i can truly confide in and yet the one i risk losing more than any other friend. i mean, our schools are just too different. hm, they're worlds apart and i dunno, but i somehow feel that you're looking for a new group of friends and i, i am still clinging on. maybe its our tagboards. yours comprises of an entirely new group of people, well , rafflesians mostly and gepers...so well, i cant help thinking that maybe you want something new...argh....im getting all soppy, but well, cant help it.

I dunno, maybe you;re thinking the same way when you see MY tagboard.... well, anyway, tell me if you already have a new best friend. i won't lie, honestly, it'll pain me but tell me anyway. tell me so it won't seem so much like betrayal when i DO find out. tell me so i won't keep missing and liking you and then feel so horrid when its turns out that you don't feel the same way. I don't want you to feel obliged to stick with me though. :) * weak smile* i want you to feel happy even if well, its costs my happiness....dont feel guilty..honestly. i just hope, i just really really wish that well, we can stay this way.

oh well, gotta do my work, ciao.

Oh well, from now on, my quizilla test results will be in this site: www.air-pork1.blogspot.com. if u are feeling really nosey and bored, you can go there and well, look around.

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Hi
I am EXTREMELY pissed off with my asshole brother at the moment. For the 14543678th time this week he has not only caused me great distress and horrible anger. I CAN'T stand him and i mean WHAT'S the point of having a brother anyway?! WHAT IS THE WHOLE BLOODY POINT!!! Maybe there IS NO POINT. Maybe these bleeding siblings are just there to suck you dry of happiness and make sure your life is nothing but hell. It's just part of sucky life i suppose. Just one of the many idiotic things you have to put up with it. You know, like irresponsible project partners( among the highest in rank) , naggy mums (not so bad), bawling babies, dripping wet bras on the floor above you.

Urgh. I ain't no pessimist but sometimes, life isn't such a nice thing, sometimes it is horrible.
Well, life positively stinks at the moment for me, at least. I guess thats part of the reason why i set this blog thingy up. Because i need to get away, need some outlet to vent all my bottled up frustration. No one can understand. And the only person who gets close enough to understanding me is vicky whom i really treasure as a friend ( thanks a lot, love you) But even then, there are those STUPID tests to study and half my day is spent on studying so i practically have no time to talk to her. shucks.

Well, all these "misfortunes" you might call it, has been literally flooding my life for the past week or so. It's like i have SO many things to worry or feel upset about. 1) my dear dear dad fainted and i won't stop worrying until his medical report is out 2) (which is probably the result of number one) my brother is being a perfect idiot. The epitome of "immature, unsensible, childish and well, pardon me, ASS HOLE- ISH. He keeps hogging the computer for those SENSELESS, idiotic warcraft games, if not, he is talking on the phone for hours on end. He has become a complete chatterbox recently. He talks in my room, talks while he is playing the computer, while he is doing his homework, while he is eating, watching the TV and he brings it to the toilet and talks while he passes motion too. -_- how's that? Oh brothers. How "adorable" can they get. wonderful. you know, all those single kids out there, better treasure your singlehood while it lasts. My mom keeps telling me that there IS good in having a sibling and i guess i'll someday find out....well...until then, i'll keep waiting. Probably have to wait anothor 436 years.. but it's ok....i'll wait until i'll see why i need a dear little borther. in the meanwhile, i guess i'lll stick to the reasoning that he is only useful because he hones your patience to perfection. I mean, if you can live with him for 2 weeks, you can live with anything. So anyway, his horrid behaviour is grating on everyone's nerve and to not stress daddy, mummy and i have to bear with is idiotic attitudes. sucker. I mean, mummy's worried enough about my dad, don't be such a jerkhead and add on to her worries will you alvin, try to be agreeable, likeable even, not such a knucklehead. i know its difficult for you slime ball, its something you have been for the past 11years of your life but you can try...you can try. 3) i know, sometimes he is most idiotic and crappy, but i still worry about my brother alot. I guess deep deep deep down i love him. I guess. Why else do i pray for him every night about his health, and worry endlessly about his studies.....i love him...i guess. Why else would his results be my third worry.

Well three humumgous worries, on top of my own tests, projects so on and so forth. These days, nothing seems right, i mean honestly, in a day, i only get 3 hours of well happiness,joy. And that is during EDS which totally, totally rocks. and i absolutely love it. Oh well, feeling less angry now. I mean i am still a little pissed that because of my spoilt brat of a brother, i can't eat in a posh, nice japanese restaurant but ah well....i feel better.
bye

Hi,
Well, this is my very very first blog. :D I can't say its very nice, but well...it'll do. I don't know WHAT made me do this...I mean i keep starting a new journal/diary now and then and then desert it after three entries or so because...well....i just can't be bothered to write it in. Ok, so the real reason is that i am a really lazy person, i hate writing and i rather talk to Vicky or someone than "confide" in an inanimate object which probably won't help much except get some troubling stuff off my chest. And sometimes, i don't carry on writing in a diary because i have this nosey little brother who pokes his hopelessly long nose in basically everything. So well, having a diary isn't such a good idea unless i want him going around revealing my innermost secrets to some enemy just to spite me after an argument which occurs less frequently now...i mean hell, we were arguing every ten minutes or so last time man!
HOpefully, he never sees this. HOPEFULLY.
I probably won't babble so much here and spill out everything though...i mean this blog IS public and it'll be hell if that SOMEONE finds out too much about me...besides, writing EVERYTHING down, will probably get me into deep shit.
Oh well, I'll try to be truthful but nice
bye for now.